Hey gaiiiiiiiiiis.

Regrets, yes regrets. Feel like a pessimist with my first post @xushaohui titled "Biggest mistake". Apparently i'd deleted all of my old blogs. Yes, ALL. Deleted them out of impulse months ago and now i'm regretting sooooo badly. I tried retrieving it tons of time but to no avail. I totally feel like crying now. I can't even... Why did i even.... T_T   It contains contents of those people whom i love and loved. Those days in secondary school, my happiest days in life by far and those emo-nemo days. All those best memories i ever had OMG, all gone in just a click. Im sure no one would know me better than it. In other words, it grew with me. FML...

Argh. I promise i will NEVER EVER do it again. I'm back because i'm so used to blogging. Or rather, i'm so used to typing out my thoughts. I'm so used to updating here occasionally with my life/life experiences. It's not really like a platform for people to read but more like a diary for my own. I want to grow old and look back at those post and have a good laugh at how fun and exciting my life was and i also tear when i flashblack those heart wrenching days. Can't believe that i actually lost everything.urgh.

Memories stays in my heart.

I miss you friend.

I miss my friends.

Don't misunderstand, they are still with me. I just miss hanging out with them everyday. 

Somehow i hate growing up.

I miss those carefree days, i miss those days.

However, i know i have to grow up. 

That shall be.

i love my life.

Thankful for everyone who came by/in :)

xxx,
@xushaohui